AngelofDeath275's journal. Welcome, Welcome.

...Sometimes I feel like a lonely little child. And it is based on the truth... I don't have that many friends. I go places by myself (movies, restaurants, shopping, etc), and don't talk a lot. But its like I've been doing it for so long that I can't break the cycle. Its like I'm torn between staying the loner I am, and breaking outta my shell. But the former always wins....because I have a hard time trusting people, and I HATE that awkward feeling of meeting new people, that I just avoid meeting people...

I swear only like drugs or alcohol is gonna help break free of this. I swear. But I'm afraid that I may abuse alcohol, to take out my repressed emotions....